lawrenceville, from the doughboy statue to the last neon soul food shops, down the strip district butler st. end will always be my concrete communal backyard scene on denny st. full of broken flat plastic tired big-wheeled marauders lining up to race or lost summer day wiffle ball games trotting home like Willie Stargell, that big buddha american ballplayer i used to watch on t.v. late nights sneaking into the living room while dad slept on the couch waiting for my mom to come home from work, lawrenceville ethnic seemed close-knit bar laden cityville where you could smell the fresh brewery beer, noon in the blue sky summer, all the way to penn ave up to spring ways unpaved alley where the scent reached my grandfathers nose & he's off to make the round the corner bar scene sweet lawrenceville bar scene on butler st. all the way down to its oil stained end packed w/brewery workers & lonely lost soul relatives speaking pittsburgh: "DAHN-TAHN & CHIPPED HAM" sad lonely lawrenceville rows of yellow brick townhouses shaded by the sun, in the neighborhood where my father, as a lazy-dayed young man, lived dark haired, crew cutted blue eyed angel street kid digging the Temps, Smokey, & the Imperials while smoking KOOLS on the back porch of his moms thick bricked townhouse just 'cross the street from where i was later born, where i remember my father taking the long walk up denny st. from his second job, me as a little kid w/batman comics & star wars men, my father reading the sports page; a kiss from mom rushing out the door to work i believed in america then, in my lawrenceville townhouse, where dad cooked cold sunny side up eggs & onion burgers for dinner on the ol' kitchen stove i remember lawrenceville poetry & grandmas meat loaf gravy & peanut butter sandwiches that i choked on as a fat rolly poll little kid, happy that seem miles away, the 4th of july packing on grams front porch watching fireworks over arsenal park & my brothers young cry, holding his ears as the lights & colors burst from the beloved BOOM!
© 1998, John A. Grochalski.